A Quick Update

I must confess, I don’t have a blog post prepared for this week, but since I haven’t missed a post in a long time (it might even be over a year), I didn’t want to skip it completely.

Since I don’t really have anything planned, here’s a picture of my dog, Logan. He’s a good boy.


As for real updates, I’ve been writing like crazy, working on my WIP. After some research and plot-timing hiccups, I have now made it to 60K words, so I can happily say that the 40K Slump is over. Whew!

I’m also now into the three month countdown to publication day for The Wardrobe Mistress on August 15th, so I’m working on some special Marie Antoinette/French Revolution themed stuff to be posted soon!

Oh, and I’m on Instagram now –  @meghan_m_author. Come find me there!


Further Writer’s Conference Reflections

Recently, I attended an amazing conference called When Words Collide, held in my hometown of Calgary during August. It was the first time I’ve gone to a conference that big (it was sold out with about 700 guests), and it was also the first time I’ve presented at a conference. I didn’t do any solo presentations just yet, but I participated in several panels and also some ‘Blue Pencil Café’ sessions where I read the first thousand words of a few different manuscripts and offered my constructive feedback to the writers. It was really fun to get a peek at some of the amazing stories other writers are working on.

The whole event was such a positive, inspiring experience, and I was left feeling refreshed to tackle my own projects again. I’ve been a little drained after a pretty intense bout of revisions on The Wardrobe Mistress. Having the chance to interact with so many different readers and writers was really great as well. If there’s one thing book people love, it’s other book people because you can talk about books to your heart’s content. If you are going to be in the Calgary area next August, or you can make it out here, I highly recommend When Words Collide. I’ll be going back for sure. A huge thanks to the organizers and all the volunteers who made it such a fabulous event!

Thank you cardIn the near future, I’ll probably put up a couple of blog posts on some of the topics. I learned so much from a variety of panel discussions that I just can’t resist.

And in the meantime, I finally feel like writing something new. It’s been a bit of a roller coaster for me in the last few months. I had just finished a brand new manuscript and finished a round of revisions on it, readying for submissions, when The Wardrobe Mistress got picked up by St. Martin’s. Obviously that was (and still is) a hugely exciting moment for me, and for a long time I was wrapped up in that, and then the subsequent revisions. My other manuscript kind of got forgotten. But now it’s knocking around in my head again, wanting a sequel, and I have a story set in Venice swirling around, too. It’s feels like time to be writing something new, and it feels so free, like the world is opening up all around me, and my bones are feather-light, my mind clear but distant… You see what happens to me when I’m not writing something new? I get terribly sentimental. Time to go back to work.


Reflections on My First Writers’ Conference

I recently went to my first writer’s conference, something that I’ve had the best intentions to do for a long time, but never have. In my defense, I do also have a full time job separate from my writing, so that takes a lot of time, but I finally got organized and went to a conference and I’m so glad I did.  Hosted by the Writer’s Guild of Alberta, the conference was held in my hometown and featured some excellent presentations and workshops. I also got a decent haul of books, and managed to get all of them signed.


With such a great selection of books by Alberta authors, it took a valiant effort to stick to my budget.

One of the best parts of the conference was having the opportunity to mingle with other writers. As the saying goes, and it’s a true one, writing can often be a solitary business. Getting the chance to chat with other writers was fascinating and fun and inspiring. In general, only other writers are interested in discussing the writing process at length, and I enjoyed hearing all the different things people had to say. For instance, one young writer sitting at the same lunch table as me posed a question to the group: when starting a new project, which comes first, the character or the setting? My answer was both, since it varies from project to project, and everyone else had different answers. It sparked such a great conversation that I skipped dessert!

I think my favourite part of the conference was watching the way writers blossomed when talking about their work. At first, we all seemed a bit shy about talking about our work. I was, for sure. When someone asked me about my upcoming book, The Wardrobe Mistress, I delivered my pre-prepared blurb, but I felt too shy to elaborate much, burdened by an awkward modesty and a worry that they’d find it boring. Fortunately, this feeling eased once it really struck me that I was surrounded by other writers and all of us loved talking about stories and books. I think a few others must have had a similar realization. As the day went on, I noticed people stopped giving quick summaries of their books, almost shrugging them off, and instead launched into bright-eyed, animated discussions of settings, inspirations, the difficulties of choosing a character’s name, or plot points they struggled with. All that creative energy and enthusiasm felt infectious.

During a conversation about character, I found myself describing the way Giselle (my protagonist in The Wardrobe Mistress) and her entire family burst to life inside my head as soon as I stumbled upon a bit of research about Pierre-Augustin Caron de Beaumarchais, who was a watchmaker and an ex-member of a spy ring called the secret du roi for King Louis XV. Beaumarchais had several sisters, none of which who seem to be prominent in history, so I invented a fictional life for one of them as Giselle’s mother. With that connection established, dark family secrets and internal rivalries started cropping up all over the place, and it hugely affected my plot, as well as Giselle’s character.

Aside from the bright enthusiasm for writing and for individual projects, there were also a lot of other highlights. After his dauntingly intelligent keynote presentation on the way literary artists engage with the world, and the particular kind of happiness that writers know, I chatted with Greg Hollingshead about all the fantastic quotations he used in his speech. I laughed continuously  at Will Ferguson’s hilarious and outrageous anecdotes, but I also took some notes on his very good advice. I participated in a workshop on character development with Marina Endicott, and was unashamedly thrilled that she remembered working with me fifteen years ago (!) when I was a high school student and she was Writer-in-Residence at the local library. I made some local writer friends and now I have more books on my to-buy list, and their readings at local bookstores to look forward to.

Pictured: an approximately of my 'To Be Read' pile. But I wouldn't have it any other way.

Pictured: an approximation of my ‘To Be Read’ pile. But I wouldn’t have it any other way!

And it’s a good thing I enjoyed this conference so thoroughly, because I’m actually going to another one in August, a three day event called When Words Collide. I’m participating in six panels and two ‘Blue Pencil Cafe’ sessions, where I’m going to help provide feedback on the first pages of a few manuscripts. I guess this means my newbie conference days really are over. If you’re in the Calgary area in August, come see me at this conference!



Manuscript Completed!

A very brief post to say…I finished my French Revolution novel! At least the main draft. There will be revisions – there are always revisions.

I’m very excited, and the fact that I finished it on a Friday night makes it even better for me. Now I have the whole weekend to relax and do crazy things.

Crazy things will probably be household chores that have been terribly neglected in the past week while I was working extra hard on the final push to get the book done.

I shared an excerpt of the book once, but I didn’t have a title at that point. I’m now calling it Lady of the Revolution, which may change, I don’t know for sure. I’ll post another excerpt soon.

To close, I shall illustrate how I feel with images of kittens:


happy kitten 2


happy kitten 3

kitten yawning


kitten asleep in food


I’m pretty happy, but also really tired.

The Writing Process, with Fancy Words


The writing process starts with an airy feeling of confidence, best summed up by the word ‘halcyon.’ Maybe you’re in between manuscripts, enjoying the freedom to watch old episodes of Rome without feeling guilty for not writing. (Uh, other people still watch that, right? Even though it’s been over since 2007?) You probably spend time daydreaming, without serious intent, over the magnificent story you will write next, with the deepest characters and most profound subtle messages of everything you’ve ever written. It will be your masterpiece.

Then, seemingly out of nowhere the spark of an idea comes to mind. Tiny but powerful, this idea latches on to you, insistent and unforgettable. Maybe it came from seeing Julius Caesar scheme to consolidate power, or maybe it popped into your mind from a trivial exchange at the grocery store. It doesn’t seem important at first, but it’s the Big Bang of narratives. The whole story will be born out of this scintilla of an idea.


He's definitely scheming

He’s definitely thinking military strategy.

As the story unfolds in your mind, the characters start to speak, begging for their story to be told. Sometimes they yell and swear, and are generally quite rude. (Thinking of you, Blackbeard). As you start to learn who they are, you wonder about their names, trying out different combinations in your head. Unless, of course, it’s a historical figure, in which case the name is already known, but then a nickname might be needed to bring the character to life.  Once you choose names for the most prominent characters, relief and excitement will make their names sound positively mellifluous to you.

Most likely, no one else will understand your obsession with these characters, or why you puzzled over their motives and appearances for so many hours. People don’t even know you’re thinking of them all the time, and instead mistake your grouchy scowl of concentration for irritation at them.

“What’s wrong?” your husband, for example, might ask. “Are you mad at me?”

“I’m trying to figure out why my French revolutionary love interest isn’t from Paris. He’s insisting on having a different accent,” you might sigh in exasperation, causing your husband to arch a confused brow and slowly ask what the heck you are talking about. Actually, if it’s my husband, and I think it’s pretty obvious that this example is lifted straight from my life, he doesn’t do that. He launches into an enthusiastic brainstorm of ideas, because he’s awesome.

The point is, you are now infatuated with your characters, and no one else is, because you haven’t written much down yet. It’s good though – they need your passion to make them come alive on the page, and with luck, eventually have others be infatuated with them, too. (By the time that happens, by the way, you will have moved on to a vague sense of irritation for those same characters).

As the writing, and perhaps research, begins, the story feels fresh and exciting. Even though you spend hours hunched over a keyboard, life feels full of thrills, thanks to the vicarious existence of your probably more interesting characters.

Unfortunately, this stage is fleeting, fugacious. All too soon, every writer is crippled with the bane of lethologica, when you think of something but the word for it escapes you. Unable to recall the correct word, which is absolutely vital for conveying the sentence properly, or so it feels at the time, you might make a note in your manuscript along the lines of, “CHECK THIS LINE, WHAT IS THE F-ING WORD FOR THIS??” Of course, it never fails that you remember the word in the middle of the night. That’s why there are bits of paper with random words scrawled on them drifting all over your house, and the Notes app of your phone makes no sense. (Advice: try to remember to go back and find this note in the manuscript before you share it with any beta readers, unless you want to amuse them/spark an intense debate about the correct word).

As the story passes its halfway point, the chill touch of atychiphobia creeps in. Is this character likeable? Are her motivations clear? Is the story good? Are you even good? This is not your masterpiece. Maybe you are failing utterly at this whole writing thing. Luckily, infatuation for the characters and vicarious excitement for their adventures still flashes through sometimes, giving you the heart and strength to keep going.

Near the end of the story, you expect to be be excited for the monstrous task of writing a novel to be finished. Instead, you start to feel strangely finifugal, avoiding the ending in a desperate attempt to prolong the final moments of the story, and your relationship with the characters. Hatred of endings probably also stems from your fear of failure, because once the book is done, it’s time to comb over it and find all the flaws left behind. Don’t worry, they are all fixable, and finifugality passes. (Unless you’re me, reading The Memoirs of Cleopatra by Margaret George. I adore that book, and while I’ve read it about three times, I’ve only managed to scrape up the emotional courage to read the ending once, even though I know what happens, historically. The same follows for Falls the Shadow by Sharon Kay Penman).


Anyway, eventually, sick and tired of your characters and their stupid dramatic lives, you finish the book in a tumult of hard work and crazed thoughts, just to get it over with. The exhilarating feeling of typing the last sentence makes you leap up, gamboling about the room, grinning like a jack o’lantern and singing along to Muse’s cover of ‘Feeling Good.’ (Yeah, okay, this is me again. Except for the one time I finished a book at 1:30 am and just went straight to bed).

The last stage is the best one, and contrary to expectations of the frustration of editing, it lasts through the whole process, and if you’re honest with yourself, it was there through nearly every minute of writing the book.

My dictionary denotes the word as ‘prudence or moderation’ but I think there is additional connotative meaning, and I found an image that sums up the feeling better for me, although maybe it is still not quite the right word. (Lethologica strikes again!) While you forced yourself to make time to write, and then strictly enforced time to relax, so you wouldn’t burn out, juggling time to create a balanced life, this feeling was there. Sophrosyne, characterized by self-control, moderation, and a deep awareness of one’s true self, results in true happiness, and you felt it the whole time, on some level, because writing stories is exactly what you want to do.


Special Guest Post: Interview with Carrie Pestritto, Literary Agent Extraordinaire


I have mentioned my wonderful literary agent, Carrie Pestritto, a couple of times in this blog, but today I’m taking that a step further, and making her the guest star of this week’s post. We had a discussion a little while ago about misconceptions that people sometimes have about what a literary agent does, and that gave me the idea for an agent interview post. Plus, since Carrie wrote most of this week’s post, it gave me more time to work on my manuscript! Win!

Carrie Pestritto is with The Prospect Agency, interned at Writer’s House, and reads at lightning speed. In this interview, she will share insights into the world of a literary agent, describe what she wants to see in her query inbox, and share why she would like to visit the 1920s.


What do you love most about being a literary agent?


That’s pretty tough.  I love everything about my job, but besides the obvious choice (reading), it’s probably the variety.  I get to do something different every day, whether it’s talking to an author, looking at contract notes, meeting with an editor, or going through cover designs.

What does a day in the life of an agent look like?


Well, as I mentioned, my day-to-day varies a lot.  Since I work at a commission-based agency and am still  a relatively new agent building my client list, I also work part-time at a restaurant.  So I really am doing different things all the time.  Part of my day is usually devoted to reading and editing and networking with editors, and the other to helping Upper East Siders make reservations.

It’s not what you probably picture when imagining the life of a literary agent starting out,  but I am grateful for every moment because I have an amazing opportunity with Prospect Agency to start agenting and building my career so early.

Do you think there is sometimes misinterpretation in the writing world over
what an agent’s job entails? How would you describe the relationship
between an agent and an author?


Yes. A lot of writers can be unclear on what exactly an agent does, and also what the benefits of having an agent can be.  I am an editor, advocate, sounding board, business/creative partner, and friend to my authors.  I recently blogged about a self-published author who mainly described agents as middlemen taking a piece of a writer’s pie, and that is DEFINITELY a misrepresentation.

Can we look forward to seeing some of your clients’ work coming out soon?

Yes!  The first one of my authors who will see his book in print is Dan Newman.  The book is called THE CLEARING and it is a mystery/thriller set in the Caribbean, which is due to pub on October 29th this year.


What drew you to the project?


Dan’s fantastic, evocative writing and the unique setting of the story.


What genres do you represent? What genres are you not looking for?


I represent commercial fiction, historical, mystery/thriller, narrative non-fiction, biography, memoir, young adult, new adult, and upper middle grade.  I’m not really the right agent for romance, erotica, sci-fi/fantasy, or picture books.


Is there anything in particular you would love to see in your query inbox?


Ideas for books I’d love to see pop in my head at all times.  In fact, Meghan, you know this from when I started sending you text messages about book ideas after we were talking about yummy food.  In addition to sending random texts, I also usually post about books I’d love to see on my profile on Google+ with the hashtag “BooksImLookingFor.”

What is the best way to query you?


The Prospect Agency submission form!  Although if I met you at a conference or specifically invited you to do so, I will accept queries emailed directly to me.

Any query pet peeves?

Umm not really.  I guess when people don’t follow the rules and query me directly.  I usually don’t read those.

What advice would you have for aspiring writers dealing with query


Keep aspiring!  Writing (and reading) is such a subjective process, and an agent turning you down doesn’t necessarily speak to the merit of your project.  And if that agent has given you detailed feedback as to why they are rejecting you, use it to your advantage.  If you notice a pattern emerging from your rejections, i.e. all the agents who have passed have said that your main character’s voice isn’t engaging, take those comments and use them to revise your manuscript and make it better!

Have you ever had to turn down a manuscript you thought was well-written,
just because it wasn’t quite the right fit?


No.  Well, yes.  I have gotten picture book queries that I’ve turned down just because they were picture books, but only because I have no idea how to edit those and I don’t really have the right contacts in publishing for them.  But if you have something that I think is incredibly well-written, I will offer representation!  In fact, even though I don’t represent fantasy, I recently signed an author from a blog contest who has a YA fantasy novel because I think it is absolutely amazing and she writes so well.

What are you reading right now?


I just finished a great memoir called CHICKENS IN THE ROAD by Suzanne McMinn.

If you could visit any historical time period, which one would it be? Why?


Because I recently saw both THE GREAT GATSBY and MIDNIGHT IN PARIS, I’m going to say the 1920s, purely because of the glamour and the writers from that time.

Which do you like better, coffee or tea? (Just for fun)


If I’m tired or feeling like something to which mocha or caramel can be added, it’s coffee.  If I’m trying to relive my glory days in Oxford and be classy, it’s tea.


Thank you, Carrie!


thank you cake

Carrie and I talk about food almost as much as we talk about books, so I thought I should include a homage to cake here. But…now I want cake.


A Beginner’s Guide to Avoiding A Writer’s Wrath

With a few exceptions, being the inspiration for a character in a novel isn’t usually a good thing. You know how writers get revenge? We turn you into a character in our book and then kill you. You rear-ended my car and were a jerk while we exchanged insurance? Great, you just volunteered your first name and strange eyebrows for the guy who gets hit by a train. Thanks very much. You tried to claim all the credit for my idea in that group project? Oh, good, I needed someone with speech mannerisms like yours for the character who gambles away a fortune.

careful or you'll end up in my novel

Just kidding. Writers aren’t quite that cruel. And of if some of us are, we’re still subtle enough that you’ll never recognize yourself in a book because there are still lots of differences. Once, I even used the name of one of my close friends for a good character in a story. I later changed it because it felt weird, but it goes to show that real-life inspirations aren’t always about revenge.

Anyway, this post came about because I was talking with one of my friends who also writes, and we started comparing comments we’ve received about writing that were really infuriating. A quick patrol of some writing forums showed that we aren’t the only ones to get these. So, here are some generic comments commonly made to writers that are guaranteed to make them gnash their teeth and maybe consider naming the villain after the oh-so-helpful speaker, and how I wish I could respond.

“I could be a writer too. I know what I want to say, I just don’t know how to say it.”

By all means, join the writing club. (Which doesn’t actually exist in a formal way). I’m not going to discourage you from doing something I think is amazing, but be prepared to stare at the blank computer screen for several hours while you slowly realize that you actually don’t know what you want to say. If you did, you’d know how. It goes hand in hand. Writing isn’t easy.

“I’m a pretty good writer, but my grammar isn’t great.”


Hate to break it to you, but grammar is an essential part of writing material that people actually want to read and are able to comprehend. If you have no clue about grammar, you’re probably not a good writer. This doesn’t mean you don’t have wonderful stories to tell, but in order to share them properly in a written format, you will absolutely need to improve your grammar.

“I have a book all written. It’s just in my head still. I only need to put it down on paper.” 

This one makes me just want to pat you on the back, give you a lollipop, and say “Oh, honey,” in well-meant but somewhat patronizing tones.

 “You’re such a great writer, why don’t you publish a book?” And then they stare at you like this:

the owl stare

If only it were that simple! Of course, I should just publish my book tomorrow. Why have I been putting it off? I could always watch Downton Abbey later, after the publication is complete.

To be fair, I don’t think this one is quite as common. In my experience, I usually get asked how one goes about getting published, and this is a very good question. I had no idea either, until I started out on this loooong journey to publication.

“I’d love to write a book, but I just don’t have time.” 

This one is particularly annoying for me. I don’t have time either. I work a full-time job, I cook dinner almost every night, I clean my house, I visit my friends, I actually do watch Downton Abbey and a few other shows, and I read lots, too. But I still find time to write, because it’s a priority for me. Unfortunately, sleep gets sidelined by this rather too frequently. (Thanks, friends, who don’t get offended when I fall asleep while we’re watching a movie! I can’t help it sometimes, especially if the couch is comfortable and you gave me wine).

“I have a great idea for a story, you should write it for me!”

This one is the WORST. Bonus points for atrociousness if also launch into suggestions of profit-splitting. I have enough ideas for my own books, thank you. Maybe we’ll talk in like fifty years, but I doubt it. Hire a ghost writer, or write it yourself since apparently the idea is half the work.

This kind of stuff probably happens in all fields. I bet lots of people get the “I’d love to paint a masterpiece/compose a wicked guitar solo/sculpt the next Michelangelo/save my company a million dollars/create a badass spreadsheet etc… if only I had time.” People have misconceptions about every job. I get them in my day job, too, but let’s not talk about that because it has nothing to do with writing.

This was a bit of a rant, and thanks for indulging me! If people often make awkward comments because they have big misconceptions about your job or hobby, feel free to share. I promise to sympathize whole-heartedly.